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Dearly Departing

by Pasta Sauce

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Mikey This new wave emo album has the
tastiest noodle vibes; better than your moms spaghetti. The bass lines throughout the album are legendary. Favorite track: Nothing is Lost (Everything is Transformed).
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1.
And I thought I told you 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6,... 100 times Don't call I don't wanna talk to ya The perfect silence on the other line is really hard to drown out Don't call me Don't show up at my back door Pretending that you want more When I know that you don't 'cause You're the one who left me Don't call me Forget my number I just need this summer No more dial-tone bummers So please let it be Or I might slam the door in your face just so I can open it back up again. I might tell you you're a headcase baby 'cause I wanna be your medicine Oh but truth is you were my blind spot and you keep blurring my vision But when you call me baby all I feel is adrenaline Please don't call Don't call me now Don't call at all Please don't call Please don't call Don't call me now Don't call me
2.
You're a head rush You're a high school crush You're a loser But you make me blush When you're with her, I hate you so damn much I hate you so damn much 'Cause you're supposed to be mine You told me that you'd stick around honey, But you lied You were supposed to be... I promise I don't love you, I just love the image of you that's in my head Bad bad boy running wild with my heart again You're supposed to be with me, Supposed to be mine, But you stayed out even later every single night I'm not supposed to wait around for you this time But I'm not surprised You're my vice, But you talk so nice You're an angel, Falling far from light When I'm with ya You take me to new heights You took me to new heights 'Cause you're supposed to be mine I'm not supposed to balance in between fine lines You were supposed to be the honest man this time Supposed to be a lot of things I promise I don't need you I just need a way to feed the emptiness inside Knock, knock, knocking on your door in the dim porch light You're supposed to be with me, supposed to be mine Not supposed to be waiting for you on the outside We were supposed to meet up at the park 'n ride By the Super 8, But you never came I'm saying, I'm saying I promise I don't love you, I just love the image of you that's in my head Bad bad energy is telling me to let this rest You were supposed to be with me, supposed to be mine But you stayed out even later every single night And I'm not gonna wait around for you this time, Don't act surprised 'Cause it's no surprise (I hate you so damn much, I hate you so damn much) It's no surprise (I hate you so damn much, I hate you so damn much) No surprise You're a head rush You're a high school crush You're a loser But you make me blush
3.
I can't make you come home just to make me feel better, But I still wear your sweater around my room And pretend it's just bad weather That sends a chill down my spine You said it wasn't over But then the clouds cast over My picture-perfect view Of somebody that I thought I knew But against the angry sky, It's just a silhouette of you I can't make you come home just to make me feel better, But I still wear your sweater around my room And pretend it's just bad weather That sends a chill down my spine I can't make you come home just to make me feel better, But I still wear your sweater around my room And pretend it's just bad weather That sends a chill down my spine And I'm so f*cked up inside That I truly believed you when you said this is just how love is supposed to feel An adrenalin rush right before the impact It's a car crash and I let you take the wheel You said it wasn't over... Yeah I can't make you come home just to make me feel better, But I still wear your sweater around my room And pretend it's just bad weather That sends a chill down my spine I can't make you come home And nobody knows better than I And my luck has run dryer than the rivers did last year So just know baby, I'll be here for you I would wait forever for you I can't stop thinking that this was meant to be, Another year another season where we didn't agree I heard the rumors, but I chose to believe they weren't true I guess my love just didn't hold the same price for you You're not gonna come home and baby that's okay It don't ache as much as yesterday
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Kintsugi 03:43
I want you to feel like I do, But you don't see The beauty I see in broken parts Put back together to form a brand new heart A new start Take my Pieces of glass, shattered past on the ground China in the cabinet Prettier sounding when it's smashed Scratch up the hardwood floor that your mother loves Funny how it's all you ever really wanted You wanted To hear what chaos feels like To taste that bitter dark blue that's been haunting you Pour it in your cup every morning I need you to be my lean-to So I can heal This cracking shell can be so God d*mn fragile I still bear the shrapnel from the last ordeal But some nights Broken shards catch the starlight and glow Shimmering scars turn to platinum and silver and gold Closing my eyes to the beauty of it all Funny how it's all I ever really wanted (I want it all) Mend me like a riptide Stitch from green to blue Sew open these wide eyes Waking with the dew
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(You know I miss you right?) (You know I miss you right?) You don't even know how Obsessed I am with you But it doesn't matter right now 'Cause I'm upset with you Tired of being let down But I always pick you up, nah You don't even know how much You mean to me Look up None of the diamonds in the sky Could hold a candle to your smile Please stay with me tonight And not even Andromeda comes close I really mean it the most this time You kill me when you cry Don't sleep Your tired eyes are like dying stars Burning bright for the last time Selfishly I need you to stay 'Cause I can't look away I can't, Look away I can't look away We don't share the same pain And we don't cope the same ways I won't accept, that since I left Things will ever change You're easy to want to see me I want to know you You shut me out completely You shut me out completely It's so unfair *Sample of speech from Lady Gaga on mental health at ELLE's Women in Hollywood Look up None of the diamonds in the sky, Andromeda Could hold a candle to your smile And when the moonlight Catches your hair just right Feels like I've known you all my life All my life Oh, look up None of the diamonds in the sky, Andromeda Could hold a candle to your smile And when the moonlight Catches your hair just right Feels like I've known you all my life All my life We don't share the same pain And we don't cope the same ways I won't accept, that since I left Things will ever change

about

Dearly Departing is paradoxically an ending and a beginning, inspired by the married duo’s move away from their college neighborhood to their first home in the suburbs. Melancholy lyrical narrations juxtaposed with with syrupy sweet flourishes on electric and acoustic guitar bid farewell to a season of wide-eyed youthful angst while greeting the next chapter of life with more sophisticated intrigue, evidenced in writing and production.

Transition is a topic played with throughout the EP, giving inspiration to its name, and seeps into each song in a different way. From relationships changing, ending in “Hangups & Heartaches” and “Sleeping in Seattle,” to death and dying in “Nothing is Lost (Everything is Transformed),” to being stuck somewhere between tangible life stages in “Kintsugi,” Pasta Sauce wrestles with all poetically, metaphorically and sometimes even directly.

If you’re in the mood for moody, Dearly Departing is the perfect addition to your Midwest emo-inspired rotation.

This EP has been in the works since the start of the pandemic, and is our first attempt at mixing our own music. Even though we only have the capability of 8 tracks per recording, there was a lot of time put into getting a result we are happy with after recording the songs. We agree that 'Dearly Departing' sounds more like us than our earlier works. We hope you like it as much as we do.
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"We wanted to write music that was relatable, yet unique, so we knew relationships would be a topic of focus. But how do you write about heartbreak when you’re happily married…to each other? You get imaginative, pull from the trauma vault, and live vicariously through your friends’ angst, of course!

Super Super 8 was one of those instances, and different parts of the song had different inspiration. The near-Americana timbre and vibe were homage Lana Del Rey’s “Ride,” while the intro and outro lyrics were inspired by the breakup of high school sweethearts in our friend group (don’t worry, they’re back together).

Overall, the EP focuses on transition - from a college lifestyle to a new “adult” world with a mortgage, marriage and a dog (and cat, and tortoise, and many foster animals). Though it’s not overtly said, you may pickup on that undertone in the more sophisticated writing and production. Practice makes… well at least a little better!"
-Olivia


"Every time we write a new song, I feel like we have peaked, but with every new song I prove myself wrong (rhyme unintended). Listening to the mixes of these songs had me tearing up at 7:30am on a Tuesday drive to work from the lyrics and all the little details that blend together so well. The whole purpose of music is to make you feel something, and I'd say mission accomplished. We are proud of what we have created here, and hope you, our listeners, appreciate it too."
-Mikey

credits

released April 1, 2022

Pasta Sauce is:
Olivia - Vocals, backup vocals, piano, and synth
Mikey - Guitar, bass, drums, violin, mandolin, and backup vocals

All songs, lyrically and musically, are written by Pasta Sauce. And don't you forget it.

Album artwork by Liz Drayna



This album is dedicated to the people and good dogs lost during the pandemic that still occupy a space in our memories and hearts.

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Pasta Sauce Milwaukee, Wisconsin

We offer noodly vibes from some moderately saucy tunes, enjoy!

Acoustic Indie duo based in Milwaukee, WI

Olivia - vocals & piano
Mikey - guitar, bass, drums, violin & mandolin

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